he is so genteman :)

it actually kills me. it kills me how much i love her. i look at her and just thing “damn, why am i so lucky?” but i feel like i’m doing something wrong by loving her. that by loving her, i’m letting the world down. it’s come to the point where it’s almost like i’m not supposed to be happy. that i’m not allowed to be happy. it makes me feel guilty. but you don’t want me to be happy? i’m your idol, your inspiration, your hero, your everything right? shouldn’t I be allowed to be happy the way I make you happy? I think that’s fair, don’t you? I love Selena, I really do. people will think it’s fake, there will be rumors. i’m in the spotlight all the time. there’s not a moment of privacy I get. unless i’m peeing, sleeping or taking a shower. it’s sucks sometimes it really does. at first it was all fun and games, I was famous, it was awesome. I loved the attention. but it gets so old so fast. don’t get me wrong. I love being who I am. I love doing what I do for you guys. I love making you smile, making you happy, turning that frown upside down. it makes me more happy than you will ever know. never feel like Sel is changing me. if she was, it would be my fault. blame me because if she ever influenced me that strongly then it would be my choice to change. don’t ever think that Sel is replacing you. that would break me if I ever found out you thought that. you guys are number one, next to my momma. you make me who I am. you are my family. that will never change. i’ll never forget where I came from, you guys keep me normal and a kid again. you give me a smack in the head when the fame gets to me too much sometimes. I love you guys more than you will ever know. never leave me because i’ll never leave you. I never want to let you down. and sometimes when I see that i do let you down. I just want to break down and cry. I love you.
-Justin Bieber.